So the results came out yesterday and as I had pretty much figured, I didn’t make it.

I’ve always maintained a good grasp on reality during this whole process and though I hoped I’d make it, and though I have built up some confidence in myself, I really didn’t think this would be my time.

But thank you, thank you to all of you who supported me unconditionally, who didn’t dash my hopes by pointing out the reality that I already knew.

It’ll be great when it finally happens, you’ll all probably be as excited as me.